Effort seems wasted

I’ve been working and trying very hard in this force. I’ve achieve what they want me to, even been the first one to qualified out of other 9 people. Holding both Organisation & Intermitted levels and SOAP qualification.

Neither do i ask for more pay increment nor outshine to everyone. I just want to learn as much as I can. But why isn’t my name in the overseas deployment? Looks like I don’t even have the chance to go overseas  for this whole work year. I’m very disappointed with the management decision. They don’t recognised the effort I’ve put in so much. It’s just someone whom don’t appreciated my commitment for them.

Nevermind, if this is the plan they set. I’ll ask for studies for CAAS. If management doesn’t permit that, don’t expect me to be nice in future.

Don’t push me further, everyone has their limit…

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Waiting

How long can it last? How am I gonna sustain this? Am I gonna wait this long?

What would be the outcome? Am I capable enough comparable to you?

Background and status, am I gonna stay like this or progress futher?

I’m not a sweet-talker however, I’m trying my best in everything I did,

Pls have some faith in me…

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I’m Back!

Finally, i’m back to this new blog “wordpress”! Yup, I’ve been really lazy recently not blogging of my recent updates.

Well, i’m currently attached to changi east airbase. No doubt, its a better environment here, I really like the working culture and the people around. However, its still very far from my house.

Tengah airbase, I’m okay working over there however. Just some Fxxx-up seniors there spolit up the culture and altitude towards us. Very disappointing with the people. HOPELESS.

Well, I just need to work harder and learn as much as possible before posting back to tengah airbase. I won’t let CHUA CHEE PENG & JASON TAN TING FENG look down on me! Fxxx You!!! UNDERSTAND?!

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Hello world!

Welcome to WordPress.com. This is your first post. Edit or delete it and start blogging!

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Shit happens.

5th July 2010, 10.30am at work. I won’t forget this day at work. The day when I got into deep trouble.
Just because of forgetting something and get the whole shift into trouble.
 
Encik Teo yelled at me in front of whole PrF people. Just because I’m just a OJT made a mistake and I got extra duty for it.
I couldn’t understand how the tool was found hided under the barcode scanner stands. Obviously someone wanted to sabo me or "S"
Who is the person behind this, I’ll make sure he will get 10times what I been through today.
 
Firstly, I’m really sorry for encik Lum, my shift I/C. I know u have high expectation of each of OJT however we fail u again and again.
I’ve try my best not to disappoint u but I failed to do so. I’m so sorry. I know u wanted to fight for me so as to explain to the upper management people.
I’m grateful for what u have done for me, ultimately It’s still my mistake. I should be the one answering for it. No point punishing everyone for the mistake i did, I’m responsible for what I’ve done.
 
As for other shift, u guys maybe laughing and pointing finger at us. One day I’m gonna prove u guys wrong. Since u guys wanted to make it so clear between this and that, then let us drawn the line clearly!
 
Conclusion is, for a simple mistake u made, U got to bare the punishment that u did. There could be a "ghost" out there to sabo u, hence trust no one except for only urself. Selfishness could be a sin but its the only way to cover ur ass.
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Caught inbetween.

I’m comfortable with my current job. Pay is good, I won’t deny the fact that their benefit is good.
However, this isn’t the target I wanted to achieve.
 
Obtained a degree and working in the upper management is what I really want.
 
Talk to some of the seniors there. Many of them are leaving, outside industry are doing quite well.
Should I continue or not.
 
Get myself 2 years to consider am I suitable for aviation line.
If not, I’m out.
 
 
 
 
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Stepped into the real world

 
What do u see in this pics?
Stop for a moment, think about it.
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Contradicting

" Why do I sign-on in the first time" this question keep appearing in my brain everyday. 
This wasn’t the plan I wanted. Getting a degree while working-time. This seems impossible in airforce.
After hearding many comments here and there, I wonder did I make the correct decision.
 
Got into new working environment recently. People were good there, Perhaps time will shows everything.
So what I got a stable career now? I can’t even achieve what I really want!
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这才是我

 
所有的人都说我很听话
其实我只是不想让那么多人失望
可他们真的明白我在想什么?
他们看出来我很累么?
我真的不想这样一直装下去
这不是我至少不是真正的我
说实话我受不了那么多规定
 
我真的不想再如此装下去了
你们舒服了 可我很累
累到喘不过气来
 
这不是我想要的
现在我只要卸下伪装做我自己
 
明贤
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Air Force Training Command

 
On course for the past 2 months. Glad to know so many people from different background.
Being nominated as 2nd class I.C . Need to handle task given by the Enciks (Warren Officers).
Lucky got Sandeep as 1st I.C. This guy, is really a leader! Thank god he helped me alot. Thanks man!
 
Received a assignment from class mentor for Commandor Air Time Presentation.
Initially, wanted to reject this task. Presenting in front of the senior management people(Officers)
especially in the Auditorium with 200 people around.
 
Come to think of it, probably this might a chance to train myself to face the crowd.
And again, thank god there’s a parnter (Jia Ming) with me to work with. He is a genius!
Slack slack but very a brilliant person.
 
Overall, I’m content with what I doing now.
 
 
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